San

2020LP "I want to die today. But I will dress nicely tomorrow."

I came out to the world alone.

The world was colder and more selfish than I thought.

I was sicker than I thought.

Values to others, love, dreams.

From the moment I had values, I experienced pain, fear, bliss, and happiness.

Others than I thought were indifferent to me

Love was more of a pain to me than I thought

My dream was farther than I thought.

I was scared. I was afraid. I kept running and hid in the end.

As time passed I could not go out of the world.

It was too cold and too hot.

I am going to die today. So I dressed nicely and went out to the world again.

Again I was hurt. I ran down the road before another wound.

Wounded, I'm running through the world nicely now.

I will run my way nicely even if I die today.

For my love, my dreams, my people.